"What I thought doesn't make any difference now.... as endless problems are there." These were the exact word of Tanu, when I asked her whether the thought of her liking me crossed her mind any time before. She could have said no, and put a full stop to this but instead she typed this. That's a clear sign that in some corner of her heart, I have a place fixed or not depends on her.
Tanu refusing to get close with someone because of her family being a Bangladeshi has its ups and downs. Her family is bit of conservative type; never been an inter-country marriage I guess. 3 daughters in the family makes my situation even tougher. But we still have more than 3 years to work things out.
I wouldn't pursue her if she didn't like me. I would be more than happy to leave her to follow her own life, but a girl of her state will have batter life with me. I have the best possible family for her character. My sister will be sweet to her, I have all my cousins to cuddle her in, Uncles and aunties. she will have love all around her and most importantly I will look after her like a princess, because my parents brought me and my sister up like a prince and princess.
I know that my mom will be disappointed to hear about Tanu when I open the topic, but she will be eventually get into good terms with her after spending some time together. dad is always cool with ma, as long as I achieve something big in my life. Akka is always by my side and has been for a very long time. The rest of my family will fit in just fine.
It's Tanu's family I' worried about. Her dad looks like tough person to crack in. when time time's ripe enough, I'm goanna ask my dad to speak with Tanu's dad and set things right. That's the only way to make sure that this relationship won't fall apart.
Tanu wants a "One time, Long Term, forever" relationship, and I'm matured enough to give it to her. The first time I proposed her, she said she can't go for more than a friend. That day itself I knew I was inside her. I gave it some time to sink.
Tanu have told Himarsha about it. Told that I'm the perfect guy for her but the difference in our countries it the reason we can't be.
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