I love her. and She ...

Maybe, she is ignoring me. Maybe she doesn’t want to talk me anymore.

I’m texting her like mad. Every time I’m staring at the screen of my laptop, I have been waiting for one single replay. But there is not.

I care about too much because I love her. It had been three years since we talked the first time. before two years I proposed her first time. she never told me clearly that whether she loves me or not. But I bet you she is.

She had amazing soul and heart. She always asking me that why I like her? But I never clear about that because I like all of her. I never bored to talk her. Now after I told her that what I fell about her, she’s not replied.

Because she is busy, and she cannot text at list “I’m busy”.  I have texted her for an hour maybe days. But she is so busy to see that. Why? I’m asking her this because I feel this way. And I feel bad.

No person can be too busy except one who tries to find the solution of cosmos. Is she?

she is ignoring me because I like her. And she doesn’t, not at all she is feeling about this. Since I have promised her we’ll never talked about it. That can’t be an issue. This is not fare. I try to befriend and she doesn’t want to be. It’s ok if she doesn’t want. Just tell me a least.

I waited, act like a fool by texting you every day. Every time I open the WhatsApp to only see whether she has replied or not. Why is she punishing me like this? Because I’m not one whom she wants to talk. Right?

she thinks that if she ignores me I’ll forget her. This is how she wanted to end up things between us. That will never happen because I tried like millions of times. That’s why I accept what she has told me before. And I tried to be normal with you again if I could.

I don’t know whether I should blame her or not. But still, I feel bad. Maybe she also feels the same thing. And she feared that she shall tell me if we talk much.

I don’t want to loos her because she is incredible and precious. The important thing is I love her so badly. 

I think I have made the decision about her.