Frustration we(Engineer) are facing at our educational institutes.

Friend: what are doing?

Me: Aeronautical Engineering, Stuff about plane.

Friend: Cool huh…

Me: Smile and lost in thoughts.

I just lost in thoughts between conversations. Why the hell he is thinking that this is cool? In my experience this is nothing more than pressure cooker. As every exam comes closer we think, after this exam things are going to be smoother, But aauh… this were not.

What is your problem buddy? I ask my mind this question. What I got? you know…This.

Frist Semester

After the 12 years of schooling (+BalMandi) finally we hope that now we are going to get some freedom to enjoy the life moments passing by us. Now we can be learn what we want learn in most appropriate way we can. Now we are not going to torture for getting homework done and memorising things which have nothing to do with our life.

Everything we have dreamed about the collage had been collapsed in first semester. Why thing collapsed? Because five subjects and three labs. Things are not stopped there, Assignment-The most demanding officer in the room. The dictator of our life is Attendances (Momad gadafi). OMG, how can I talk about this?  Why you should have problem with attendance, you are paying for this time.  You are right my Baaaap, but this lectures are nothing more than tortures. It feels like someone penetrating clinchers in our head.

But you know what most funny thing is? We are so busy in completing assignments as a result we haven’t notice this things all that time. Soon after we get used to this, tortures and boundaries that institute have made around us.

So, is tarah se unhone ek udti hui bulbul ko kabu me kiya…

Last Semester

Junior: Hello!

Me: Hi

Junior: Are you study In Aero?

Me: Yes! Final year.

Junior: Oh, You are so lucky; you are left the collage this year.(Jare bc amne to khabar j na hoi)

Me: Yes!

Junior: You are now free as you don’t have to come collage every day.

Me: Smiled and get lost in thoughts.

Why I’m lucky? My mind had become sahara and this guy considering me lucky!  Because in your last year you don’t have pressure to complete assignments. Huan… You have a project to do. This is something sounds good huan. You don’t have pressure to attend the classes. You have to focus on project which can help the people, again sounds goood. You may get more time to think about your future and you can plan for it. Again sounds goooood.

Best thing about last year is you don’t have many subjects as in your first year. But no you are in Aerooooo, you don’t have easy way to go. You have four subjects, two labs and Prooooject. Ooo this is even hard to write down. So, you are not better than previous. 

Attendance! Jay Hind Sir. My friend studding in IT department. I had never seen him in college campus since 7^th semester. I thought that he will defiantly get problems with attendance at last, but noooo because he is in IIIIIITTTTT. We are forced to attend 75% classes in last year. Why on the earth we have to? JR* probably argue as “Aero ma IT jetly company nathi aavti” (IT has more number of placement drives than Aero.) so, you need to more sharp. We are not getting more companies either. Project and future, we get sandwiched in between this, pressures at 500PSI. We are getting continues threat of we might get lost behind. We don’t have promising future. But presently we want to learn about ourselves more than anything.

We are lost : The race which haven’t chosen

Me kon hoo? Me kyu bhag raha hoo?

We are looted souls we don’t have our true identity. We lost our own creativity in the journey to become more creative. Funny huaan… we are not living our lives. We don’t want to stop and think about what’s going on around us. These systems are stilling our present for our unpromising tomorrow. We are not living moments, we are living systems. This should be only getting done in this particular way (Permitted by GTU).

We are so in depression, we can’t even ask someone to help. We might fill that he /she judge me like I’m poor little depressed. We all are depressed but don’t want to express filling to deal with. 

So, relaxed we all are…

Gardening : Thing that we want

In the garden every flower has its freedom to blossom in its own colours. Gardner never forces to become all in same colour, why? Why we don’t expect this uniform? Each has freedom to be blossom in its own way. Like zutopia world, you can be anything and anyone here. Only diverse colours can make garden more attractive, right?

We all are forced to be bright, why? Why we all have to score high as each other. Why we get judged with our colour. You never judge flower by its colour, are you? You appreciate garden by its diversity.

Why don’t us?